Being naked!
For most of the people, being simply identified by a stranger is like being "naked"! It's like going and declaring all your secrets to "a" person and being face to the reality that those "secrets" may not be a secret anymore...
Scary isn't it? ... i don't know. I have never had a "private" mental doctor. I believe it is called something else. But there who cares? No one reads this blog so I can write what the fcuk I want.
Plp want sth to be secret. Because even THEY know that they are not PERFECT, they don't want that to be said in public... They still want to be perfect in some eyes...
In some eyes... as if it matters.
Some eyes... Do those eyes real care about you? ... Most likely no... But "still I should be carefull avout whta I'm doing and saying otherwise what will other plp say?...".......... To hell with them.
I always be in favor of being honest... You are pervert? Say it. You're a nerd? Say it. This word is big enuf. Everyone will find their match just be honest and help the "right match" find each other.......
Don't push me around. If you feel like reading some poems google "
Omar Khayyam" or "Omat Hayyam" :)
I couldn't be loyal to my word :(
I've said I'll write every year :) But I've failed :)
I've missed to write at 2007 :)
Ok. Whatever.
It's 2008 now which means I can write two or more posts this year :)
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I've been thinking about this. Being "pure"... I came up with two situations about being really pure.
I think someone can be pure in real meaning either when they are a KID or when they are drunk. Other than that everyone has the aim to manipulate the situation for their benefit.
I believe in people being pure. I think the one should speak the truth with caring the consequences. This situation may only occur if the person is drunk for my point of view. I also think that when someone is drunk and if can make him/her talk , you will have an open window to his/her soul which matters the most for a person for my perspective. So overall I do like to listen to people when they are drunk. And also I do like to talk when I am drunk because I believe if I talk when I am drunk, people can see my "pure" side without lies or something.
Nowadays, everyone is trying to show themselves as if they are a superman or woman. We know they are not but they feel safe or better when they think that other people are thinking about them that way. Of course it is an illusion. But nobody admits that. Because if A person admits that B person is not "perfect" as s/he looks like than B person will most probably have face the same reality which will be indicated from A person or someone else.
Human brain basically has two part which assigned for "thinking". First part is simply called "cortex". This part is the outside part of the brain. We all use this part of the brain when we are "sober" :) All our decisions are based from this part.
And the mid-part of the brain which is getting active when we are drunk. This part let's us act when we are under influence of something like alcohol.
I think everyone should talk when they are drunk. When I say they should talk, they should talk about real things, real situations, not about the girls/guys they have slept with or those kind of things. The point of their views about life, politics, even about yourself ... Only that time I think they may reveal their real opinions.
If they are kids, they won't be afraid of being judged or legal rights or something. They will tell the first thing that comes to their mind.
I do really care about the idea of being "pure" and talking/sharing ideas when people are really pure. From my observations, for adults the only way is being pure (I exclude the real pure people when they have the ability to tell the truth even when they are sober) is being drunk or under influence of something like that.
I do talk when I am drunk and I feel like I am doing a favor to the person in front of me. Because I am sharing my "pure' moment and thoughts with him/her. Of course I consider myself talking about serious issues. From my point of view it is a favor to the person in front of me, if s/he really wants to know me. If not, then my talking can only be a "drunk speech" for her/him. I do really like to listen to some serious drunk talk with the same point of view.
Being drunk and being a talkative drunk is not a "cool" thing nowadays. No one(majority) wants to hear a drunk talking actually. I have tried to write especially when I was drunk because of the reasons I have mentioned before. You may guess, I did not get the reaction I have expected. Because the people who were reading my post were not aware of my real intention. They were reading from a different point of view. They would most probably won't care about being "pure". They can get drunk, they can puke all over the street but they do not want to be seen by "strangers". They have a "image" to take care of. They think that "image" is more important than what they have "under" that image. :)
Well I do NOT care about that image. I do care about the "core" of the human. That' s why I like kids and old people. Because they have the tendency of NOT lying. And some drunk people have the same tendency. Of course some "qualified" adults can lie even when they are drunk.
Over all, this is what I think about being "pure". This is why I like kids and elderly people. I know most of them will not try to deceive me and lie to me.
My last word for now: Either be a kid or a open hearted person. Don't try to be an elderly person because you are going to be one anyways either you want it or not ;)
Wish you a sunny and "pure" day.
Tunca
One blog for each year :)
I haven't been a diary writer nor a blog writer which is obvious.
The idea of writing infront of the screen and being not sure whether it's gonna be read by someone. The answer has to change the style from my point of view.
Having a diary. There used to be a newspaper column writer writing at Radikal, Turkish newspaper like 3 or 4 years ago. The name of the column was "Asli's Diary" ("Asli" is a female name). She was pretending that she was writing her diary and posting it on the paper.
The idea is discussable for me. The reason is that diary is supposed to be written for private use so the writer doesn't have to think about any posibble readers opinions. The diary would reflect the heart and the brain of the writer without any hesitating, any doubt....
How about blog? It can't be a diary coz some day someone will read it. In addition if you are willing to write a blog in order to reach someone in the future....well the things will be taken by the reader will be as much as their understanding ....so I don't think I'm down to it.
I think the best way is to create your reader group first then write with the consciousness of your readers. Otherwise I think it will be shouting in the dark.
That will be all for this year, I think.
See you next year my fellow reader :)
